Life is wonderful

I am Happy .
I am extremely Happy.
I have spent the first week of my summer vacation provoking my mind to make the most of the little things in life .I have some how started enjoying cleaning my room ,because i look at all my things and feel grateful that i can afford them .It takes me one look at my maid who spends her days cleaning after my messes to realize how gratified i should be .Its amazing how even after spending the day in  humidity and walking in the scorching sun,she comes to me and always prays for my result and my future.
Even the load shedding hasn't been bothering me.
.I feel indebted to God that i can Smell,Touch,Talk,Listen,Walk,See and so many other things .After taking Biology for 3 years i know how delicate the balance is of creating a functional human being from scratch.If only one thing had gone wrong , i might not be the person i am today .
How can i have over looked such things all my life ? How is it that i payed no attention to any of these things for 18 years ?
I am so profoundly thankful for everything in my life and i hope everyone takes some time in there day to realize how much they have to cherish .
Life is wonderful ,isn't it ?

I want that moment

Time seems to be suspended when you reach that crucial moment in your life,that moment when a hundred million thoughts are going through your mind .A single yes or no can change your life forever .
I WANT THAT MOMENT !

I am sick of the same old routine , the same old faces.I love my life ,i love everything about it but i want to experience something new ,something that will take my breath away and make my eyes go wide.I want to jump in the big world ,head first without a helmet, ready to embrace disappointment ,rejection and surprise .
Am i the only one who spends there days thinking about  leaving home? Leaving everything  they know and starting it new ?Even when there is nothing wrong with there life ?
I feel like my heart is about to explode ,it has so many dreams inside ,so many fears that i have yet to face .Is it stupid of me to actually want to be tested and challenged ?